I never had a inkling to get sad about ending senior year. I was always confused about it, so I wrote a poem. My girlfriend had just broke with me last night, and I guess it strikes me now that I’ll probably never see a bunch of my classmates ever again. I was friends with a number of them because of her. But, honestly characters are a dime a dozen and if you read one of the last lines of the poem, there is something important. It’s the stanza where i give a toast.
College Excursion
Is it time I realize
I’ll miss my home?
Months down the road,
how will I feel?
Will I be alone?
I’m counting down days
as they pass me by and thinking,
what impression will I leave?
Do I seem like a nice guy?
I’ll tell you now.
I’m happy to leave.
I don’t know why but,
this city annoys me
It’s like my pet peeve.
But, I have to think.
What will I leave behind?
My friends,
my family,
they’re all one of a kind.
I remember when I was young
I’d try my best to perform magic,
and my mother was so patient
She’d be waiting for my best spell or trick.
But, it was never her card.
Whenever she looked at my hand
Her glare was hard.
You should’ve seen my dad
on the Fourth of July…
He placed the mortar in the wrong launcher
and there goes my eye.
Everyone was worried,
but I was left unscathed
My eyebrow on the other hand,
looked like it had been shaved.
My friends from school,
are something special
They’re really cool
And all have great potential.
I guess the one’s I’ll miss the most
are the ones I’ll never lose.
So here’s a toast,
To the ones I didn’t choose.
So, What should I be feeling?
On one hand, I’m sad.
I love these people.
and they’re super rad.
On the other hand,
I can’t complain
I’ll be in New York.
It sounds like my domain.
I either have everything a boy could want
Or nothing left to lose.
Time’s running out,
I guess it’s time to choose